Count Your Many Blessings

I could write a list of things I am grateful for this month. I have had a difficult couple of months. Getting through the last 4 winters is such a challenge for me. I am a go go kind of person. I've been going a lot, but at the same time I feel so isolated from the real world. The next baby we have someday will be a Summer baby. I have had both of my girls in the Winter. Do I have to say more? We haven't been to church as a family since September, we have been trying to protect Kaitrynn's immune system so,far so good. At the same time it's hard missing our ward play groups on Friday mornings, having a lot of friends over etc......... I am so ready for this weather to get warm so we can say good bye to old man winter.
Kaitrynn has taken to reading words. She amazes me everyday. I am so grateful that I am able to be home with her and keep her mind and body healthy. Here are a few of the words that she can read. I write them and then she reads them. Kelly, stop, help,Moon, Cat, Dog, Ball, Fresh Market, Smith's, Boy, Girl, etc. I am so glad that she has always had a bright mind in all this little pumpkin has been through. I am really looking forward to her going to preschool in the Fall.
One more hurdle for our family to climb this next month UGHHHH. Brennen has to have surgery on his shoulder. He has some tendon appendages that are giving him fits. He will be out of work for a couple of weeks. 4 months before he can work out and life weights again. I guess it could be worse,and we have been through worse. I just don't want anything wrong with our little family for a while PLEASE!!!!! Okay I am done complaining! Love to you all!!!!

We have a little Actress on our hands

Brooklynn was given the chance to join Rogers Memorial Theater Company. They are now with the new Davis Arts center. She was in the Grand Opening this last week. I took these photos of her before she went. I am grateful for my Mom and Dad and them giving her the chance to do this.

The results are back on Kaitrynn's leg

We got word tonight that Kaitrynn has Staph Infection. It is getting much better. I am
grateful for that! I took her to her primary care on Monday and we are back tomorrow for a recheck. I am so grateful for my Doctor's office. I am so grateful for my little sister Kelly. It is so nice to have experts in the family especially when it is on the weekends.
Why do I write all of these things you may ask? This is one of my many journals. I have been scrap booking the girls books. I have found things on here that I had forgotten or printed and added to my scrap books. Well I am off to bed to get some rest. I have been under a lot of stress this weekend and month. I had my 5th panic attack tonight. I have had them on and off for the last year and a half. I hate them and I get the bad ones. The experts say it is STRESS related REALLY????? Tamara has stress in her life No? Any one ever had bad ones? What has helped you get over them? I want them gone!